ginlet:

I can’t say I don’t love this idea, honestly. Being used by anyone in any way Captain pleases… Especially if it is in a poker night, a dinner or something like that - I despise the idea of involving other people in other way. In fact, it sickens me thinking about them, but in the other hand, turns me on the idea of seeing Mr. Hauptmann watching and ordering them to use me, many cocks and hands around me…

Oh well. Its a little complicated to explain this now, so I’ll leave it for another day.

You know how I feel about about this. At the same time I get irrationally jealous just by thinking about those situations, I also get ridiculously turned on by the idea having you as a fuck toy for my guests in a dinner (or a poker night, or a party, or many other things). At the end of the day, I think there’s only a thin line between those.

But, as my sweet slut said, I’ll explain more about that later.