ginlet:

A part of me will always feel ashamed and guilty for my rape kink - I accept how much I like it, and I don’t regret our plays, but… Outside sex, I have a hard time separating rapeplay from real rape (irrational issues of mine, of course. Consciously, I see it, but it’s difficult). Still, I love it, and seeing drawings like this turn me on like mad. Sigh :(.

While I’m not exactly ashamed of it, I understand what you’re trying to say, little one. I can separate rape play from real rape pretty well nowadays, but during some of our first plays I did felt a little bad after it. Guilty for liking it so much, worried that I could be acting a little bit too much like a real rapist… and all of those things. Fortunatelly, it’s over now. Rape kink is probably the thing that turns me on the most, and you are, slowly, losing the shame you once had of liking it, too.